alone

i have no idea why in the world my spirit is reacting to anna nicole smith’s death the way it is.? i am SO incredibly heartbroken over it.? i never really followed her much, except whatever was on a TV interview i’d happen to catch or the trimspa ads.? she grew up just an hour or so away from dallas, so the media here has been all over it – talking to people in her hometown of mexia (ma-hee-ah), just a little south of dallas.

in her last interview, which was shown on the today show this morning, you could see she had given up hope.? there was not a single light on in her eyes.? her slouched over shoulders and the way her non-expressive facial movements made me want to go back in time, find her, and be her friend.

all the woman needed was a friend.

they keep saying over and over again – she died alone…she died alone…

that just really, really sucks.? she was such a beautiful woman, who was no more or less human than you or me.