Thank you

Thank you for my confusion…

It’s pulling me into You…begging me to listen to the cries of Your heart for Your people. Thank you for not letting me see the end.

Please break my heart into a

million…

…zillion

pieces so I can accept Your will

…with joy.

With gladness.

With understanding.

With couraage.

With love.

Please guide me to say the things I should say and keep quiet the things you’ve entrusted into my soul. Break my pride and fill me with humility and willingness.

…Eagerness.

These words are so easy to write, but the weight of my heart can’t be pulled into my thoughts by just my pen and good intention. It needs You to pull it, oh God, into your heart.

I am hopeless…wandering…without your touch.