$9.95/day for wifi in a hotel room. (which, if one were to pay full retail value of this room, two nights of staying here would cost more than one month’s rent). thank goodness for friends with connections as with the discount we received, it would actually be more expensive to stay in a days inn than at this trendy, north austin marriott. really, is any room worth $359/night?
the driving time, plus the reflecting time, plus the massaging shower head time, has made me realize many things that are fighting for my heart’s affections now. most of them not being good. i never was one to let envy or discontent take up considerable amounts of my thoughts, but lately i have been almost consumed by them. ironically, a few weeks ago, i wrote an article on envy and contentment for our church magazine.
lately, my spirit has been encouraged and affirmed in the way god is using me by several people. sometimes in very unexpected ways (or unexpected people) that one could only know it was the holy spirit guiding the people who have said these kind words.
however, despite the constant encouragement, i still feel my heart lacking, wanting and empty. i suppose a lesson in wanting man’s confirmation and not god’s is being learned?