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  • For When You Feel Far From God

    I know I’ve probably said these things a million times before.

    I feel so far away from God.

    Those were the years where I went far from God.

    My friend, he’s just so far from God right now.

    Maybe it’s you. Maybe you’re in a season where God feels separate, distant, unreachable.

    Maybe your son or your daughter, your sister or you mother or you uncle or your best friend or your spouse has gone off track.

    By Holly Marlin
    By Holly Marlin

    It dawned on me recently that

    we can’t be far from God.

    I’ve seen it on bumper stickers and t-shirts and heard it in sermons: “If you feel far from God, guess who moved?” as if to imply that we’ve chosen a path that causes God to stand still as we walk away.

    God does not do that.

    God does not stand still and watch us leave.

    It is in our nature to walk away, to run away, to hide.

    It is in God’s nature to pursue.

    He never leaves.

    Romans 8:38-39 says For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

    Nothing can separate us.

    God’s love, His presence, is closer to us than our own skin. Nothing in present or the future (realize it doesn’t say past: that’s because God chose not to remember our past), no person or entity, even our death can separate us from the love of God.

    Just try leaving Him behind.

    You can’t.

    Embrace that truth today. Although in your heart you may feel forgotten, shameful, even convicted,

    GOD IS WITH YOU.

    And there’s nothing you can do to change that.

    Ever.

  • Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!

    In practicing what I preach, I’ll be taking a little sabbatical from blogging until after the New Year. I’ll probably still post a few things on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram, so feel free to follow me over there if you just can’t stand not knowing what’s happening in my life (This is mainly for my mom.)

    I would appreciate your prayers as I finish up editing the book for Mad Church Disease, as well as complete writing the devotional and the process of getting those ready to distribute in thew new year. Thank you!

     

  • Are you Valuable or Useful?

    Lately, I’ve been immersing myself in the words of Thomas Merton. If you’re not familiar with his writing, he’s a 20th century Trappist monk and writer (more here) and his words have the power to transcend the logical and explore the spiritual undercurrents in which we rarely dare to wade.

    I read this from Merton other day, and it reminded me of something I wrote in Mad Church Disease.

    “We are so obsessed with doing that we have no time and no imagination left for being. As a result, men are valued not for what they are but for what they do or what they have – for their usefulness”

    In Mad Church Disease, I confessed I was so busy “doing” things for God that I had forgotten how to simply “be.” with him.

    I love what Merton adds though – this second part:

    “As a result, men are valued not for what they are but for what they do or what they have – for their usefulness”

    Essentially, when we become wrapped up in our productivity, ambition, and success, we will inevitably cast the same expectations on others. We will focus on what they do instead of the beautiful layers of who they are, removing us further from God’s design to exist in a non-judgmental, merciful community where we consider others better than ourselves…

    I know I constantly am driven by my ambition and the results of it. And as a culture, upon meeting someone new, we typically ask, “So…what do you do?” While that’s an innocent question in and of itself, I think it’s an indicator of the priorities we’ve subtly placed on what it means to be a valuable human being.

    What do you think? Have you experienced this in your life?


  • Anne Jackson is Gone

    Anne Jackson is gone.

    You’re reading this entry on AnneJacksonWrites.com, but I’m no longer Anne Jackson. On March 8, 2013, on Sandy Beach in Oahu, my best friend Tim Miller and I got married.

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    It is a story unexpected, full of surprises and whimsy and ultimately an incredibly strong bond through our love for Christ, sharing that love with others, vulnerability, community, the Church, the lost, and the forgotten. We are presently working on a video that tells that story so others can see something that only God can do. The last year and a half of my journey has been full of joy and redemption I never imagined possible…but I guess in some ways, that kind of love and mercy Christ shows is what we should expect (Ephesians 3:20).

    Since being off the social media grid the last two years, inevitably “Anne Jackson” the author/blogger/social media persona that would pop up in your feeds went dark, disappeared, and fell off the radar with intent and gratefulness to be able to have that season in order to heal, replenish and prepare for this new season.

    Don’t think my little ego hasn’t taken a little ding, however. I am human. A human who wants to be known.

    One of the most recent lessons I’ve been learning is about faith and trust and expectancy. Instead of giving up coffee or chocolate or wine for lent, I gave up my desire to control and to act out of that control. On a farm in South Georgia a month and a half ago, I got called to the carpet by a 70-year old farmer who was a strong match to my stubbornness when it came to my lack of faith that God does show up and he will act according to his purpose. This subplot ended with a list of those things which entangle my spirit which were burned and set free as I claimed the freedom of a sound mind promised to all those who believe.

    I still have another book to write. Half of it is due a month from tomorrow. As Tim, myself, and my publishing team at Thomas Nelson sat down in December, we discussed the pros and cons of changing my name from what it has always been known as online and on books – Anne Jackson – to my new name: Anne Miller…but…if we were going to change it, why not go all out? We polled our friends and using my middle name (Marie) in addition to Anne Miller, won out 99% of the time.

    So my pen name and all that comes with it will be just that, Anne Marie Miller.

    But what about those people who only know “Anne Jackson”? How will they find out? Is it a bad career move?

    My heart and gut say to go with it. Though “Anne Jackson” is the name some people know, it is just a name. It is time for me to shed the skin that held much love and heartache and enjoy wearing this new one which is full of new life and adventure. I am a different person now…hopefully one who is a little more mature in her faith and loving in her heart. The seasons past have changed the voice with which I write.

    No, I am not guaranteed the massive followings my old FlowerDust days once had, but then again, I’m not even guaranteed this next breath. It’s an exercise in faith and trust and expectancy. God will do what He wants with this next season. And because of his faithfulness in the past, the anticipation and excitement far outweigh any fear or anxiety.

    He is God, and He is good.

    Much love,

    Anne Marie Miller

    You can follow me: TwitterInstagramFacebook

    You can follow Tim: TwitterInstagramFacebook

    PS – I’ve opened commenting back up on this website…social media has changed so much in the last two years I don’t even know if people comment anymore. Also, if you feel the urge to help spread the news that I am back online, it would be much appreciated. I know I can’t do this alone! Later this year the old FlowerDust blog along with this one will relaunch under a new domain to help tie it all together.

     

  • A Re-entry into Social Networking

    I’m slowly, slowly putting my toes (one by one by one) back into the realm of social networking.

    If you happen to read this, you’re one of the few still hanging on (thank you) in hopes that one day, maybe I would return.

    The two – or – so years away from this medium has been perfect. The rest was needed. The healing was needed. The separation was needed.

    As I am presently writing my third book (out April 2014 with Thomas Nelson: more details soon), getting married (March 8!), and finding myself in a good space to write, speak, and connect again, I will slowly be re-entering blogging and (some) places in the land of social media.

    The old FlowerDust.net blog is being revived (after some purging) and will be combined with the newer essays on this blog under a new name sometime later this summer.

    But for now, as I start taking my baby steps, you are welcome to come along…

    http://www.facebook.com/girlnamedanne

    http://www.instagram.com/girlnamedanne

    http://www.twitter.com/girlnamedanne

    As always, much love –

    Anne

     

  • Travel/Speaking Schedule for the Rest of 2009

    The first half of 2009 has been incredible! Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined I’d get to travel and meet so many of you face to face. It has been AWESOME!

    I thought I’d take a moment and share some places I will be either speaking at or hanging out at for the rest of the year and hope if you are attending or are around these events that we’ll get a chance to say hi! Let me know if you’ll be around!

    August 1-2, 2009

    Oak Leaf Church Weekend Services
    Cartersville, GA

    Saturday at 6 pm
    Sunday at 9:30 & 11:15 am
    *(This is a make up visit from the one I had to cancel in May due to an illness!)

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    September 11-12, 2009

    CWC/2009
    Los Angeles, CA
    Biola University
    *(A great web & social media conference that is oh-so-inexpensive!)

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    September 17, 2009

    Healing Place Church
    Baton Rouge, LA
    The Hub (20somethings/college) Service
    @ The Annex – 8 pm

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    October 7-9, 2009

    Catalyst Atlanta
    Atlanta, GA
    Wednesday, October 7 – Catalyst Lab
    Thursday & Friday – Hosting Catalyst Backstage

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    October 27-29

    Story
    Chicago, IL
    *(Behind the Scenes Stuff)

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    November 5, 2009

    National Outreach Convention
    San Diego, CA
    Mad Church Disease Discussion & Book Signing

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    November 6-7, 2009

    Lead Now/Fusion Conference
    Dallas, TX
    with Donald Miller, Francis Chan, George Barna, Mark Batterson, Catherine Rohr & others

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    November 10-11, 2009

    Dirt Conference
    Little Rock, AR
    New Life Church
    *(This is going to be an amazing conference for creative people. Practical but encouraging and down-to-earth!)

  • Hope to Meet Some DFW & ATL Peeps!

    I’ll be speaking this weekend in the Dallas area at The Oaks Fellowship (the Red Oak Campus). They’re ending the series called “I Want an Answer” and I’ll be on a panel with Dr. Len Sweet and Oaks Pastor Scott Wilson to discuss the most frequently asked questions in regard to Social Justice.

    JULY 12, 2009
    The Oaks Fellowship
    (Sunday at 9 & 11 am)
    777 S I-35E
    Red Oak, TX 75154
    P: 214.376.8208

    THEN….

    On August 1 & 2, I’ll be speaking at Oak Leaf Church in Cartersville, GA. This is rescheduled from a few weeks ago when I got sick, but I am more excited about it than ever.

    AUGUST 1 & 2, 2009
    Oak Leaf Church (Saturday at 6 pm, Sunday at 9:30 and 11:15 am)
    245 S Tennessee St,
    Cartersville, GA 30121
    P: 678.721.2377

    Hope to meet some of you in person soon!

  • I’m Having Heart Surgery (and no, this isn’t a metaphor…)

     

     

     

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    Anyway, so there you have it. A little surgery for this little heart problem. August 14.

    I’d appreciate the prayers, and any other reposting of this video to get your readers praying too.

    Much love.

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  • A Tale of Three Smart Phones

    It was the best of phones, it was the worst of phones.

    Let me begin by saying I am not a technically apt person. I understand how to use a smart phone. I understand how to even set up a smart phone. Heck, on this journey, I learned (after a painstaking four hours) how to jailbreak a smart phone. But if you’re looking for an in depth review of a very technical side of a Palm Pre, an iPhone, or a Blackberry, you’ll probably be disappointed.

    However, if you’d just like an ordinary girl’s opinion on three popular smart phones, you’ve come to the right place.

    BEGINNINGS AND HISTORY….

    blackberry-pearlYou should know: I don’t like a lot of frills – Email, text, an actual phone, GPS of some kind, a little internet here and there, and of course…the illustrious Twitter – that’s all I really need. I’m not a “must have the latest gadget” kind of girl either.

    I’ve been a Blackberry Pearl user on AT&T from the beginning. For several years. Once I finally learned how to type on the darn thing, it was actually a very easy phone to use. It was constructed terribly; I went through THREE replacements in one year, usually as a result of the trackball falling out, sticking, or the A/S key not working but that’s what insurance is for, right?

    I found AT&T quick and helpful in replacing it. The battery life on it was spectacular. I could use it heavily for a couple of days without needing a recharge.

    IPHONE TEMPTATIONS…

    Then one day last summer, my friend upgraded to the iPhone 3G. He asked if I wanted to have his old iPhone (1G). I said sure. And so the iPhone and I became friends. Aside from it’s width and me dropping it all the time (it was hard for me to grasp and I have pretty long fingers!), it wasn’t too much larger than my Pearl. Typing on it was fairly easy after a few days (although the auto-correct feature got me in trouble on more than one occasion…). And it was fun. The email fetching and resulting hangups/reboots were a little annoying, especially when email is such a large part of my life but overall, it wasn’t too bad.

    iphone-1gAs I began to travel, I noticed my battery life would be drained extremely fast with moderate usage and honestly, the AT&T signal isn’t the best in the parts of Nashville I frequent the most. It’s not good in SoCal. Or Texas. Traveling with my iPhone became frustrating.

    Then it broke.

    Out of nowhere, the phone stopped receiving a signal altogether, although it took me a day to realize it. I just assumed AT&T didn’t reach Wichita Falls, where I was when it stopped working.

    I went to the Apple Store, and they replaced it (even though it was out of warranty) for no charge. I thought maybe I’d get a better reception with the new phone, but was let down.

    FRUSTRATED AND SPRINTING…

    So, several months into traveling regularly, I learned that Sprint not only uses Sprint towers, but they also ping off of Verizon towers when roaming. Double the signal? Hmmm. So, I decided to sell the iPhone to get out of my AT&T contract and move on over and return to my first love, the Blackberry. A Curve this time. The data plan was $20 a month cheaper, too. I jailbroke my iPhone for a friend in South Africa and sent it on her merry way.

    A week before I made the jump, the Palm Pre confirmed it’s release. My friend, fully knowing my deep rooted affection for all things Blackberry, told me to hold off. He went through some training with the Pre and kind of compared it to a iPhone/Blackberry Hybrid. It looked cool, it had a keyboard, and it was on Sprint. I was a new customer and could get a good rebate on it. So I decided to wait.

    PRE EXCITEMENT. POST DISAPPOINTMENT…
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    I got the Pre and for the first couple of days, I LOVED it. Sure, it had a few nuances that annoyed me – no auto correct spelling at ALL on the phone, no way to change the notification for a text message or an email, and some counter-intuitive user interface bugs, but I’m sure enough people would complain about these basic features that they would be fixed in the first update. However, even though the Google Syncing features were incredible…even though the screen quality was incredible…even though the font smoothing was incredible…with moderate use, my battery would be gone in under 8 hours.

    Unacceptable.

    The battery thing ruined it for me. Sure, there are some other random bugs which i know will get worked out (email syncing was unpredictable, and switching between applications was slower than I’d hoped for) but the combination of these inconsistencies plus no battery life took me right back to the Sprint store today, only a few days later.

    BRINGING BLACKBERRY BACK…

    Thank you, Sprint, for having a 30-day money back guarantee.

    I traded in my Pre today for a (much cheaper) Blackberry Curve.

    It’s the smart phone equivalent to being with a soulmate. There’s a spark of newness, yet there’s familiarity. Sure, it’s not the best looking guy in the place, and not even the most fun, but it’s stable. It’s loyal. It’s consistent. It’s reliable.

    OVERALL…

    If you get good AT&T reception and like to have fun, get an iPhone. If you could care less about the fun stuff on your phone and simply want it to be functional, the Blackberry is for you. And if you find yourself in the middle and don’t mind waiting until the Pre gets its bugs worked out (especially the battery life), The Pre might be worth the wait.

    Might.